Starting Spiritual Practice
Does finishing the vow text in a scripture mean I have truly made that vow?
English translation draft · Based on the Chinese article. This is not a word-for-word translation approved by Master Shengyuan.
Reciting a vow text can form part of learning to make vows, but finishing the words does not establish that the same aspiration exists within you. Ask whether this is genuinely what you want to do now and whether you are willing to act in that direction.
Dedications and vows in scriptures may encompass heaven, earth, and many living beings, a very broad scope. Our hearts may not immediately reach that far. If you presently want to begin by helping yourself and family, you can start there. Do not force yourself to claim feelings you do not yet have merely because the words sound good. As understanding and practice grow, concern may gradually extend to more people, and smaller vows may develop into great ones.
I once watched a film on a coach and suddenly felt deeply that living beings suffered greatly and wished for strength to help everyone. Only looking back did I understand that moment as a vow of the soul. That was my experience, not a requirement that everyone hear an inner voice before a vow counts.
Once there is a direction, learning and action still need to follow. Wanting to become a spiritual teacher who could help people, I spent time reading material, preparing lessons, and teaching. A vow text can remind us of direction, but bringing that intention into life keeps it from ending with a few recited lines.